Please, Stop

I hate you. Never give up to set your admiration on me. You make it not easy even not to turn around for a second, on the hope that you throw, while, I couldnt reach it. In the wishful that could have been passed me quickly, while I really forget that I walk so slow.

I really hate you. Hate your smile. Make me envy, you never even show me for once. While you convey it to everyone but me. How could you do that? I tried to hide from gazing at you. As a precaution, you didn’t find me starring at your smile.

I can’t hope more than quietly, you know. I can’t hope more but silence everytime. I can’t be more, than walking a pace.

I can’t be more, than hoping emptyness.

Either, I don’t know what I should hate you else. My hatred never born anger or revenge, but born new feeling. Something that I hate to admit. Against my unconfindence. And left me in the darkness when I didnt do that.

Yes, I think I’m into you.

We are connected on this silence, revealed in mellow night, and lead me talking to the moon. I missed you, don’t you know that? I just confess it on my pray. I hope the wind could fly it into your comfort place. Which always filling me inside.

Can you just quit?

I’m tired running on your admiration. Don’t make me say even more than this. Don’t let me crush your life that you are building with someone else. On the room that I mention it, the darkness.

Please, don’t set me on your admiration anymore. I’m done. At least on the set which blind my cruise into nowhere